Typical Singaporean Student

First week of school

2010-10-20T17:45:00.001+08:00

First week of school its killing me!! So sleepy in class. How ah? Like that continue grades would sure drop....

are kids really spolit nowadays?

2010-06-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

Seriously are kids really spoilt nowadays?

especially with iphone!

i think my answer would be YES!

my cousin Nokia phone screen cracked. n she asked to get a new phone. n my uncle gt her an iphone 3G. seriously, do u think a sec2 student do need a iphone? i mean. she also dun have wireless internet in sch and she need iphone to do big business ah. NO offence to those who own iphone.

that phone cost her 1000 dollars and her dad bought for her. WTF! i want a itouch which only cost like 308 n my dad say u want it, u save money urself n buy urself.

seriously u guys think which should be the correct way to teaching a kid. n having the right upbring...

maybe some would say i have green eyes, or sour grapes. yes i admit im. i just felt it is not fair for a sec2 kid to get 1000 dollar worrt of iphone while a poly student got to save money n everything she want. that includes going on a trip n buying things she likes...

Travelling

2010-05-30T17:49:00.003+08:00

tues is my thermo test yet i still surfing the net and not study very hard for it. i think i going to be dead!
Today is my sis birthday! happy 13th birthday! official an teen. haha:). ya 2 more yrs i out le.

It happen that my sis been wanting to go to universial studios since it opened. (PS: my sis is kinda of roller coaster fantic..)

So i went the net to check out the price wow, it $66 for adult. so if we n my dad were to go it would be like like $198. (my mum wouldnt want to go, she hate roller coaster)

Den while surfing the net, i went hoping around the universial studios site. And i started comparing the one is florida n the one in osaka. haha:). those who know me well would know me what i been wanting to go these places like my whole life.

Do you guys know that the one in florida is opening a park titled harry potter, is like a whole park area is build like scenes in the harry potter movie. Great place for movie-fans n book fans like me..

So i ask my mum :"can we go florida next year for hoildays? u also can like go there for your second honeymoon mah." (my mum n dad went there for their honeymoon, so good rite?)
Den my mum reply:" cancan. u pay for your own expenses n air tickets ah." LOL! i thot. Standard answer.

I went to SQ website to check the price for air ticket. WOW! cost about 2-2.5 K for 2 ways tickets ah. SO expensive. but still cheaper than japan.

People say 2010 is world ends. Wat if this is true. OMG. there is 195 countries in the world.( world is so big hor). i only been to like less than 10 countries. N mostly asia.

I know i already so much more lucky than more people, at least i get to travel, get food to eat n clothes to wear. And My GB officers once saided," count your blessing not your unfortunate."

WOW. i think i should stick with my plan of watching those travel shows for the time being bah.

just another day past..

2010-05-04T22:16:00.003+08:00

为什么人一定要长大？我好不想长大！
长大后，人生感到好压力!
压力! 你真是无所不在, 到哪里你都会在。

希望雨后会出现一道美丽的彩虹！

Lack of motivations..

2010-04-29T23:20:00.003+08:00

Motivations, where r u??
I really do need u now...
haiz, what should i do? my result is so damn bad, yet i still wish to go uni.
this sem work is like damn diffcult, (lecturers n seniors all said so).
There is REE, which i really have no idea wat lecturers talking. n it been proven after today lab, haha:). we are supposed to turn all kinds of vaules so the water can flow to the motor. but after today i still dunno wat to turn on n wat to left it off. haha:). clever rite?
N there is a SP4, where we are supposed to do a PDF n a stream table, n it is like a sem ago we learnt it and now i have totally forgetten how to do. SAD CASE!
Oh god, help me man! i really need to work hard! pls motivations come back to me!!

Results out...

2010-03-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

why parents always never praise their kids, yet continue adding salt to their wound? izzit because of our typical singapore society that never teach them to praise their kids for what they did right?
& us being their children? are we suppose to live up to their expections?

I do know that they are trying to be nice to us? making sure that we do make it up to uni and even in the future to contribute back to society. But why must they use their sarcastic tones to talk to us?

I understand my sis cant study so she need me to support her in the future, but dont u guys think u being very harsh on me?

March hoildays

2010-03-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

been busy beening babysister for the whole week.. have to babysister my sis to make sure she do her work. Haix. cant go out! felt like a jailbird! lucky i gt my laptop... :)
Went to the dental on thurs. haha:). i not went to the dental for like 1 yr. haha:). where they say must go every half a yr.. haha:). the dentist still ask me how long din went for a dental check-up?
haha:). he "clean" my teeth for a very long time. like 15-20 mins. i was like thinking my teeth gt so dirty meh? haha:). after that i went to watch alice in the wonderland with my dad n my sis. n makan sizzler for dinner along with my mum. haha:). ate until so full.
Friday! thanks god its friday. the last day i gt to stay with my sis. we went to national musuem to see the mummy exhibition. damn creepy.. it not the lighting that makes it creepy but the music in the background. damnnnn creepy n eerie.. since i n my sis are students so we do not need to pay a single cent to go in the museum and after that we went to another museum the singapore history exhibition... wow. it was very nice n informative... too bad we have limited time. if not i think i could spend a whole day there.. after that we walked to suntec to have dinner with my mum, we had thai food. damn nice. haiz too bad i left my phone at home. if not i would take lots of pictures..

out with jasmine

2010-03-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

Still suffering from lack of sleep... got to pull myself up at 8 in the morning. OMG! and the weather was like rainny and it was so nice to sleep. haix. but still got to wake up to go AMK. got to bring jasmine to SATA for her check up before poly starts. so reach SATA about 9.30. den saw my junior, carina. but i was trying to say hi but she wasnt looking in my direction... LOL! haha:). anyway was afraid to say HI. scared it was a wrong person. But afterwards it was confirm to be her. she replied to my sms.
WAIT....WAIT... that's long i gt to say abt SATA.. we were there like until 1 plus in the afternoon. afterward we headed to New York NEw york. haha:). jasmine treat me.. haha:) (thanks for your lunch, jasmine). den we headed to toa payoh to have her photo taken for her student card and ezlink.. den we shop abit and headed to swensen. we have ice-cream, Coit tower and strawberry strips. as it was student special. so it abt 12 dollars..
after that we chatted abit then we went off. gt this staff keep looking at us then face abit black black and i also felt bad so we leave send her off, headed back grandma hse, met ms zhou on the way back, haha dun recognize me, sit next to her also, haiz... den my hp starts going crazy the lock and the cancel buttons are not working so got to go to vivo tmr to service hp. dunno how much ah? (my hp not under warranty le). haiz, if it is the mother board faulty. den i just got to use those old phone until end of the end arh.. haiz see how first lah. update u guys again

a day at east coast

2010-03-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

haha:) went to the class BBQ first time... cycled for a while all the way to bedok jetty. wow it was beautiful n HOT!! really hot... just cycled a while and suffered from a terrible headache. haix must because slept at 2 n woke up 6 in the morning bah. yiping n I played dog n bones along with the class.. but din put in 100% effort. was having a terrible headache. it keep going like boom boom. Very painful. but then lost the game, got to be punished. puishment was to be buried in the sand. but they buried the guys. not us. luckily, haha:). but very sorry guys din put in 100% n causes u guys to lose. Really sorry

finally blogging again

2010-03-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Guys, so sorry havent been blogging for like decades. haha:). been really busy with studies and other problems.

Haix. finally its the hoildays!! yippee!! haha:). wanted to find a job but cant find. most of them wants those who can work like min 3 months, haha:). my hoildays are like only 1 mth plus...
i been blog hopping around... and i came across one person blog entry, though she have family issues but you could see her happy always. which i personally find her kind of cheerful. It really make me rmb what my gb officer often say "count your blessing not your misfortunes". its like you see a half-filled cup with water, would u say it is half-filled or half-empty. I could only say "god will make a way". Maybe you might think you're the most unlucky person in the world, but in fact there are other who are more... I think god is very fair, he would give you something but in return you might lose something.

She also meniton every family has his/her own problem, which is very true. even i also have my own problems.

Just in the late evening like about 8, my sis was insisting that she want to go Wild wild wet with her friends during the sch hoildays den my parents are worried and refuse to let her go. then i was in a total dilema, should i help her talk my parents into it or not? I mean i could understand that my parents are worried over her. But are they been TOO PROTECTIVE of her? (Btw, i could totally understand why my parents dun allow, there is a few times, she would not call/pick up her phone, she will just go MIA) Or should i try to talk to my sis that mum & dad are just worried over you. but then i tried and her thinking was like whatever. just because i'm younger, you guys don't let me go out with my friends, then why Jiejie can go out, somemore until so late...

For those closer friends, would understand why her thinking is like so immature, but what can i do to ease this tension between them?? Seriously i could totally understand both parties. Like my sis would be thinking that she wants to be independent. while my parents are thinking. how to give u independence when u anyhow will go MIA?

Plus that day, my mum suddenly ask me:"how you feel those sec student dating". then i was thinking u asking me abt my cousin or my sis? (PS: my cousin is sec 2 n was caught kissing with another boy by my grandma). den i just reply:" emm. students can date but it should not affect their studies lah." and i told this to gao nao. den she say aiyo why ur thinking so old. Really my thinking very old meh? i also told meiyi den she reply:" where would be affected? if you so deeply in love you would think abt him all the time." now after thinking quite true ah. if you very into a person, you would think of him all the time, but like that should sec sch student date????? I seriously think it is ones thinking.. i should not comment further. tmr still need to make breakfast for my mum... haha:). so guai rite??? haha

More update!!

2010-01-12T21:10:00.004+08:00

week 9-10: away in hongkong so no time to update blog.

week 11: practice with gaonan only. siewting was unable to meet up. we practice downstair of my house balcony. was able to play almost the entire sond except for the changing of the last note C.

week 12: was not able to meet up this week due to open house. and have been really busy with projects and presentations. but i have been spending time to fine tune the changing of fingering.

Plan for Week 13: Meet on friday after lesson to practise some more. especially the last fingering. the C note. ohya. really need to tune my guitar, the first string is REALLY REALLY OUT OF TUNE, even me as a music idiot can hear it.

week 7

2009-12-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

gaonan not in this photo as she was feeling unwell and left early.

WEEK 7

unfortuately, we decided to change the song as the previous song was too difficult and almost impossible to complete all the fingering by week 11. so we decided to change to a much easier song. Always be my baby by david cook.

PLAN

This entire song has only 5 notes, G, Em, C, Am & D.

So I intend to use like a week to master all these notes.

WEEK 8

PLAN

as this week is the common test week, we intend to practice at home. so i intend to take 20 mins per day to practice this song.

WEEK 9 & 10.

2 weeks before preformance, but week 9 i not in singapore, i will be going to hongkong, so i would take the christmas break to master the song. by week 10, we would have group rehearsal to gauge where we could improve by week 11.

week 6-7

2009-12-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

Week 6

Plan:
Meet up on thurs & Fri in school (outside tutorial room)

Progress:

manage to get the strumming pattern into my head

Improves C & G.

learning A.

Research:
-nothing. no time to do. paishe.
Result:
Instead of meeting twice. we make this session into a self-directed kind. as fri is a hoilday. and thurs w ended school late plus i leaving to malaysia in the night.

Week 7

Plan:
supposed to do self-directed practice. but will meet up on fri in school after lesson to practice.

Progress:

been practicing the fingering and strumming pattern. but it seems like my hands cant be synchronise with my mind. cant seems to do the pattern as according to the tune humming in the mind.

another problem is lacking of time. these 2 weeks are the tests and there alot to study and yet no time to practice. so maybe i might just take 10 mins every night to do some refreshment and practising new fingering.

Research:
still nothing. promised to give you some thing before hoildays. PROMISE

guitar update for the past 2 weeks

2009-11-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

haix. havent been updating the blog. it been really busy recently. but siewteng, gao nan & me have been practicing the guitar on our own. we chose this chinese song qing fei de yi on week 3. As on week 4, we are suppose to meet up on friday but because our lesson were to ended late. so we decide to change it to a self-practice session.
But i havent been practicing as i was busy working for APEC over the last 2 weeks over the weekends. N the best part i saw 2 presidents from USA & meixco. Cool right? haha
Ok. Back to the topic, this is week 5, we are suppose to do this week practice on our own. but as we missed 1, so we decided to meet up this week.

Process
During this two weeks, i have been practicing the 2 chords. C and G. but it havent been too successful. it seems to be out of tone. anyway, got to practice more.
I also have learn the different strumming pattern, which is the "down,up, mute, up, up, mute, up." which i have been practicing almost everyday. OMG. Time is ticking away....

Plan
week 6, we will have a self-practice session, and i think i will have to work on my strumming and some more chords. like A and F. then we will have a feedback. we have concluded to work hard.

Vexed!!!

2009-07-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling so vexed nowadays... today in sch, mdn chua just told us we have the opportunity to go overseas for the coming hoildays. i was originally very thrilled to here abt it. i was there like that, WOOHOO!! finally can get another opportunity to go oversea with sch.. we got a chance to go either china, suzhou or HO MING CHIN. was very excited and thrilled to hear abt it...
Then i went home,asked my mum den she reply:"so expensive" i was that thinking, WTF!! always complaining expensive!!! But do i always uses hell alot of money?!?!. i noe my thinking seems to be abit selfish, only thinking abt myself. but Seriously, i REALLY REALLY want to go!!! SUPPEERRR feel like going.. But cant. coz the entire trip is like $1040, n those who know me, would noe i always dun get any subsides. and always end up paying the full amount... n they say can use edusave, but my parents still dun allow me to go lah.. WTF!!
this world really seems to be going againist me!!! even now my laptop battery is dying on me.. i do really need to get a haversack soon. (to change my luck.. that is my lucky object for aug..)

Haix..

2009-07-17T21:18:00.002+08:00

Haix... Do u noe why am i sighing? i'm like so damn sianz arh.. Coz this time common test, i did so badly.. ok, not that serious.. but i din even like get a single A la. i am angry wif myself... Am i destined to be a B student??? Seriously!! i like getting B for almost every subjects la.. Damnnn angry over organic Chem lah. i gt like 78. 2 more marks, den A!! stupid 2 more marks.. Den i told xiuting, i'm so mad, i'm going home to eat chocolate, n seriously chocolate do help to relieve abit of unhappiness. I went home, and started munching on my chocolate and den My grandma ask me why u keep eating chocolate, careful about gaining weights. I replied:"i'm so upset, i need to eat comfort food to make me feel better."den she say 70 plus marks considered to be very good. This make me think am i being too hash on myself? or am i being too leient, so leient until i could let that A slipped right past me?? But after the whole evening thinking about it. i think that i should REALLY REALLY work even harder. to make sure i get a A for my final exams (which is like 1 month more to come...) So i'm like going to start my revision this weekend.

another day went by.

2009-07-14T21:22:00.003+08:00

haha:). today QC we went in to the encapsulating room. can u believe it we got to dress up until like this!! haha:). coz it is a "clean room". haha:). really cant imagine me in the future n i gt to dress to work bah. haha:). maybe i would get used to it bah. haha:). but it is really DAMN FUNNY to dress up until like that. n i'm like damn surprised that i could actually dressed up into a MEDIUM size grown lah. haha:). i like always been wear L lah. haha:). den after that, we got back our QC results. Shit! i tell u i did like damn badly lah. i only gt 44/100. Sian lolx. but luckily overall, i still gt a B. so still ok, i guess? but i'm really not sure am i cut to be going to uni? at this rate i'm going, will i still be able to make to uni??? that is indeed a BIG QUESTION MARK for now.... yesterday, PED results was back. also SHIT! i gt a C only. I really dunno how lah. I gonna to really chio my work. even I DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING!!

next next got exibition n i have yet to bought any formal wear lah. SHIT! but i rhink that 1 still ok. at least still gt some time to get bah, haha:).

Ok. gtg. gt to finish up SP2 poster lah

haha:).

addicted to BOF.

2009-06-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i'm like totally glued to boys over flowers. i havent watching that shows for the past 3 days. finally watch finish the entire series le. haha:). actually, i ought to be studying for the common test on week 11. haha:). but i not. i watching drama somemore. haha:) the more i watch. the more i get addicted to it. how i wish i also gt such a person in my life like that drama.(which i know it more prob wouldnt happen in real life.) I noe this may sound like i'm despo la. but i do wish that i'm like jandi n jun gyo like that, the first lov e is actually their forever parters. damn lucky rite? haha:). k. enough of drama. MUST get back into the REAL WORLD!! haha:) lucky the hoildays r being extended another week. so i still gt some time to study for tests. haha:) esp BCS. i learn until i want to go crazy soon:)

tireedd...

2009-06-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

I'm so pissed and tired today. Altough, the morning cum afternoon is still kinda of fun. ya, going to Newater and T3 with alex and yiling today. haha:). that was the HAPPY thing today!
My nightmare only came when i went home. sometimes, i just wish i'm like a foreign student, n i dun need to go back home, i could stay in a hostel. n i dun need to face my family, esp my mum.
Case #1. today, my sis actually have dental appt in sch. WTF! she actually forgetten the whole incident. n when my mum came home, she told her that. n she actually, is jiejie that did not remind her. I was like totally feel like screaming out F***. I meant, hey that was your resposible and what now it become my fault!! Izzit like that, everything that go wrong IS MY FAULT??? and my mum scolded me off. I mean really, WTF!! where on earth is the truth?
Case #2. this really PISSED me OFF!! My stupid, idiotic Cousin. she is REALLY REALLY BLOODY F***ING RUDE! she wanted the Boys over flowers OST songs badly, n i refused to senr her. so u noe wat she DID? she took my phone WITHOUT my permission and she send all the song, OK. ppl might think i'm just being PETTY! but i'm not mad, because she sent all the songs, but she DID SO WITHOUT MY PERMISSON! which i think it is reeeaaaalllly RUDE!

back to school

2009-04-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

hello everyone!! sorry for those who always open my blog... my blog havent been update for quite some time le.. really have been busy for the whole last year.. haha.. but i think i would be more free nowadays since i'm in poly now.. haha...
it's been really long time since i last blog... but i promised i would try to update more often.. :) emm, poly has started like for a week.. haha.. this week is only the honeymoon week.. n my timetable is already a killer.. haha.. only hope my next semester's timetable would be better.. haha.. altough only 1 week, my letures is aready killing me to boreness, especially Project Engineering Drawing(PED)... it is all about drawing like D&T in sec2.. haha.. n i fail my D&T.. haha... dunno how to survive in that.. haha..
but luckily i took biology in my upper sec life.. haha... now i doing biochem, den it is not so bad... at least i understand what on earth the lectureer is talking.. haha... another one was engineering maths, it is kinda of like amaths in secondary school.. so not so bad lah..
i tell you guys, organic chemical is fun and interesting in secondary school. but not in upper level.. it's a killer. basically, wat we learn in sec is all crap, (ok, not totally crap la, but e concept is diff).. like for an example.. in sec we learn that the electrons drawn in circles surrounding the nucleus, but now it is not lolx... n we got so many other new topic lah.. haha... but i think i would be able to survive bah.. it is just like from primary to secondary.. we all just need time to adapt to this new life bah.. haha..
another thing is about the tmetable bah, haha.. at least now we all dun need to wake up so early n rush to school bah... haha... n as for cca, at first i really wanted to join the community work thingy in school, NYAA..but later i decided not too.. cause whole year you need to contribute like 60hrs of voluteering hours n after 2 years, only will get bronze.. forget abt it... CCA nowadays it is not just about interest.. rmb abt the sec sch incident... So i went to join student union n SCL club.. coz i think i can be very high if i want to lah... but i may not be very high now.. in anew sch cause i really dunno how would my new classmates think about me lah.. haha.. but those who really know me.. would know that if i want to be crazy, i can be really crazy... haha

malaysia trip

2007-11-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

My sis hugging her pikachu before going malaysia... dunno why can't sleep... wake up like 3 plus in the morning.. haha

causeway... jammed... going frm malaysia to singapore... filled with motorists entering singapore..

me n my friend, jasmine... gt nth to do on the coach mah... so take a lot of photos... haha;)

enjoying our cutterfish... yum.yum..

me... take alot of photos too... but like these 2 photos the most...

Lunch time... YEah!! finally there's lunch... Guess wat we had for lunch? ya, we had seafood... but the main thing is we get to eat fried butter lobster n chili crab.. yummy... delicous... especially the lobster, never tried something like that before.. i always thot that lobster always can be eaten in cold dishes only... haha:) something new..

pictures taken at the ostricts farm:)

Photos at the fruit farm....

Photos while waiting for the night to fall to see the fireflies...

Winnie e pooh n friends pens...

At my house part 2

2007-11-23T11:00:00.000+08:00

Before they left my hse, we even played dress-up... we even have a fashion show... wooyaaa.. :)

izzit she pretty?

Newest fashion. haha:)

2007-11-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

orangeTAPIOCA- cooking:D

hawaiian pizza [ raddish n lemonade]

canadian pizza

raddish and tapioca:dd

oven!!

lots of softy

donut factory((:

once more..

bathroom.. bath tub

we love them all:D

yellowLEMONADE

redRADDISH

orangeTAPIOCA

watermelon我的美人！！

we had lots and lots of fun.
yellow,orange and red stick tgt forever!!:))
lalas.LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER!!

friends will laugh together, always

Outing with HweeYin( kindergarden friend)

2007-11-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

these are some of the photos taken.. outside our kindergarden school.. haha:) it has been many many years...

haha:) we have been friends for like how many years-10 years.. scary rite? so many years.. haha.. Today, went to plaza Singapura to watch Stardust. that movie quite nice lah.. but its ending a little bit weird but very funny and exciting.. at some times, u feel like helping the actor to break cold sweat but a few times, he also very luckily escape... haha:)

Actually now nothing much to blog too.. n also no time... packed with so many hoildays homework.. haha:)

Yeah!! NEW CAMERA!!!

2007-11-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

OMG!!OMG!!! I'm going to Taiwan during the DEC HOILDAYS... i can't wait!!! I"m so exicited!!! OH YeaH!!! Den my stupid old digital camera, just suddenly went die on me... Whatever i took, it is so blur... haha:) Especially, those pictures taking people, the people faces looks so blur... hahas:)

Yesterday, went down to audio house, got a brand new digital camera n photo printer... OMG!! now i get to print my own photos out, dun need to go to shops to develop photos.. YEAH!!!

The functions are quite good!! 8.0 mega pixels, 3.8X optical zoom, image stabilizer and a large LCD screen of 3 inch... OMG!!! SO GOOD RITE?? hahas:) By the way, anyone noe where to get screen protector for the camera... haha:)if you know, pls do tell me, drop a note in the tagboard... haha:)... thanks a millons.. haha

Happie BIrthDay to MeiHOng And Siew HWee

2007-08-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

today is 30.08.07, which is meihong 15th birthday. I know is kinda of weird to start off a blog entry like this. But U know what, So What? haaas... I think it kinda of fun today, especially, the PE lessons. when we had a BOYS. VS. GIRLS. but althought it is fun, but the Girls still lost the game in the end.. BUT SO WHAT? It is about the FUN not the RESULTS.

For the past few days, i kinda of having fun in lessons. like during biology lessons we got to do this experiment.(Picture to your left) THOse white white stuff are shaped like BALL_BALL, but in white.. haha:)

Besides that, we even had a surprise birthday party for both MH & SH. Then, i think that really we did shock meihong. she was like in total shock when we actually sing a birthday song:" happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Siew Hwee... AND MEIHONG, happy birthday to you!" just at that instant, her just went blushing like a red fugi apple. We even got them a MINI CAKE. HAHA:) Constance went to get this.. not me.. but i also paid for it, ok?? haha:)..

the last few moment we had with the china buddies

2007-08-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

WED-08.08.07

A perfect day.Today is also JINYONG birthday and the last days of the china buddies with us in GYSS. Two total different kind of feelings.happy?? Sad??

Yesterday night, i spent the whole night thinking abt the marching of national flag... at first, i really dun happy about this.. why is this always sec2s do all the school thingy, esp for national day parade... why officers did chose me? because i'm not good in my drills? Why???i dun understand!! then that kind of feeling whereby everyone in the parade are all sec3s, then mine own cca actually didn't send me but a sec2 to go... that kind of feeling is horrible... I told myself that actually GOD is very fair, he give you something, it would be replaced by something that he had taken away... so nevermind about.. Work so hard also no use mah... after 2008, you can't use cca points to minus off ur o-level results... so i'm going to work hard on my studies instead of my cca!!! but can't like that say lah!! i'll still try to work hard if i can manage it lah.. but i dun think i can lah.. my cca had taken some times away and that causes my results to drop a lot.. esp my biology which i'm failling badly, and now i'm getting like 5.5 out 25..

ok, back to my topic of this blog entry-china buddies.. today is their last day with us lah.. actually i thot i'll cry but in the end i din cry lehhs... maybe it's because they are not really our buddies lah... or maybe we are not that close lah.. hahas... or also maybe after that time in xian..we all have became more mature. would cry so easily... hahas...

we also managed to did some polymer paperweight for the china kids.. like those in the photos.. nice right?? the one on the right is my own design.. at first cannot come out one.. then meihong help me knock it out and broke the petric dish.. hahas... By the way, hereby to say a BIG THANK YOU TO MEIHONG FOR BREAKING A DISH TO RETRIVE MY WORKPIECE!!! SO REALLY VERY THANK YOU!!

After that, i left school and return home to change into my party outfit, a total black dress la. Then i met out with Brenda and Matthew. Believe anot, on the way to Jin Yong house, i met Yultya. and she is all dress in white... i felt that as seem like God(lao tian ye) is trying to tell me that we can never patch up. one dressed in black, the other in white... Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JINYONG & OF COURSE SINGAPORE! hahas...

exams results starts all to reveal

2007-05-16T22:19:00.001+08:00

Exams are all over... however, i really very upset by it. Have u ever felt so inferior comparing your results and your friends results??? Yes, i did. I know i always say that i don't really bother about the marks but... I had to face the harsh, cruel reality-- that's the marks. Only the stronger ones could make it to the further studies, but i really wants to be the ones going into JC, and into University, and get a job with high pay to enjoy life...

"Is it that hard??" I asked myself that. I had been really carried down by my marks recently. I had not been talking much to MH. because i really felt very inferior compared to her... This Mid-year exams, i did so badly that i dun even have 1 A at all, most of my subjects are mostly B4, which really total "suck."

If i were to calculate L1R5, I only gt 25, which do not even get me into a JC. What can i do to improve on my studies? especially BIOLOGY which i had failed, and caused me unable to reborn my hair.

Some people may think that i'm lucky just to fail 1 subject.But i think i that i did not put in my 100% in doing it... I could had done better...if i were to put 100% in my exams. Well, NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK, if u poured it, you just got to clean up the mess, and start to pour another cup.

I'm determined to put in my best effort to study for the next exams and i must have faith in myself that i'll do well. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!! IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN. BUT IF YOU THINK YOU CAN'T, THEN YOU REALLY CAN'T DO IT.

Now i feel more relaxed that it like a huge and heavy stone that had dropped from my heart to the ground... I feel more better now. Althought i know that some after reading my entries, they may feel differently.

exams are OVER!!

2007-05-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

OH-yay!! Exams are finally over! Now indeed i can smile from ear to ear happlily. I finally finished my exams. YA! and i can rest for the next two days... OHYAY!! but i'm afraid on FRIDAy after the two days of breaks...SOBS...SOBS... ;(

Anyway, just relax first lah, den start worrying about the results lah... haha:)

Awards & Delication

2007-04-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today is the annual A&D. I had a tough day today, after a long tiring
morning. I still had to pick myself up and and go for A&D, and even get
scolded by Ms HO... What saying that i'm late... As if i want like that...i'm
very pissed with it.. There is a saying: "late is better den never come".

Some Gals also din turn up den u dun call them up and scold them arh.... wats is
this man!!! bloody pissed off lolz... i thot cannot carry bags. if i know, i
would bring my uniform to sch n tuition to change lolz... liddat also can...
Ya, i know it's partly my fault lah... i should took a cab down frim home... at 2.30... but u should not also liddat lolx... den scold all four of us lolx... plus, i actually dun feel like going lolx.. down wif a cold and cough, u should be gladfully that i actually went there today lolx... yet, u treated me like shit!! what the F*CK is this man?!?!?!
Peace!! "cool down" Yicong told me that... ok... i chilled down... keep telling myself to cool down..cool down... cool down...
Reached PLMSG at about 3.15. the parade started at 4.30, many girls fainted and cause the first aiders to be so busy up to their neck until they cannot breathe... OMG!!! but all were fine after the whole event.
Gladfully, Mr TAN represented our company to recevive the SLIVER COMPANY AWARD!!! HURRAY!!! after 60 years of hard work, we finally got the award!! HIP HIP HORRAY!! HIP HIP HORRAY! HIP HIP HORRAY!!!
OMG!! Liting is going to present it to MRS TAN on mon... when everyone LOOKING... REMEMEBER TO CHEER LOUDLY!!!! TAKE PRIDE IN IT!!!
All in all, it was a fun day... Despite getting scolded by ms ho and leaving my bottle in mr teh homeroom... the rest of the day was ok, alright...